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DW Dixon  ⚙️⚙️'s avatar

I'm pretty generous with my definition of writer, if you've written something, you are a writer. But even with that clear definition, i still find the moments of doubt. I used to just punch through that and write anyway, but my writing quality suffered. This is the year for top notch only, and that looks like larger gas between writing until I know inside what I want to put down, not just the next word, but the next word that holds weight. Deliberate writing is so far outside of how I like to do it, but the goal is quality and that takes time. So, I'll give it the time it needs

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It's a funny thing, this Imposter Syndrome. I never knew what it was when I was younger. I never even heard it until I started writing here. The thing is, I've never once thought I was an imposter. I started writing when I was about 15'ish. In that fifty years, I don't even know how many stories or books I started. I finished them, but never sent them out. I didn't believe in myself enough, and I was always writer too much for the word count.

When I came here, I posted my first story in its entirety, which was too much. Live and learn. This is though, I never once doubted posting here. It was before we had notes. It was when you posted, people saw it, and either subscribed to you, or passed along. You subscribed to those you wanted to support. You grew by word of mouth. And I started growing. When Notes came, I grew even more.

And that's when I started seeing things about imposter syndrome. I've always believed I was a writer. Always. I never tell myself I can't do it. I don't let myself get down just because I get two or three hearts and no restacks. I realize that these things take time. You can put a story out, and people are still reading it eight months later. If you don't have subscribers, you have followers. I have more followers than I ever would have imagined.

I have time to work on my stories. Retirement affords me a lot of time. I like the novellas I write because it's not quite a book, and just a bit more than a short story. And I like each one of them. The one I'm working at the moment, is the one I like the most. When I start a new one, that will be the one I like the most. I like writing my stories, and thankfully people like to read them. The ones I have on my 'Stack are the ones I'm supposed to have. They chose to be with me because they like my writing. How can you think you're an imposter, if people want to read and follow you?

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